i am so stressed..

I am so stressed these past few days. the current fact that i have no money right now won't help in any other way. I just can't help being depressed and stressed these past weeks, it seems that everything is going the wrong way. First, i am having this jittery dreams that really made me so ugh, i can't even explain. Single that i am and currently unnatached, Wouldn't you be bothered if you were dreaming that you are pregnant or actually giving birth?? Coz that was what happened to me! i just can't have any decent sleep at all after those freaking dreams!

2nd is my job. Oh, don't get me wrong. I love my job. Sometimes i don't have anything to do but surf the world wide web. With pay. What else could i ask? Well, there are hellish days, also. Like these past couple of days that all i have to do is to make a pot of roast coffee and let it get cold because i dont even have the time to drink it. Yes. i am that busy.

3rd, i applied for a part time job at safeway, and the funny thing is, i just want to fill up their application just for the heck of it. but i only wanted 16 hrs and they want 24. so i told them i could do it for 2 days a week, 12-12. but alas, they wanted a 3day-8hrs. ugh. Suckers.

4th. it was almost the 1st yr death anniversary of my aunt. Making myself believe she passed away was hard. But to think that it had been almost a year of pretension is even harder.

I could mention more reasons than these but it wouldn't make me less depressed. I just have to live my life like anybody else. And i know that problems come and go. And it wasn't as if i am the only one who got those. Some have more issues than the ones that i currently have. And that is more than enough reason to be thankful that i am still here. Writing my heart out.


If it ain't broken, why fix it? ----got this phrase from an e-mail signature somewhere. So true.