busted

It's 2007 already and that's how i feel - Busted! Christmas was a wreck (talking about having a MAJOR disappointment on that supposedly Special day) and New Year just come and go - just like that. I'm so busy right now, so pressured with my job (in which I couldn't just give up) and I SHOULD learn how to DRIVE!!! and ironically, he told me not to because I could get into a sticky situation or anything by driving! darn! you could imagine my face wanting to laugh and cry in frustration that time. and this migraine really sucks!

Added to my major disappointed was that Buddhist Monk who told me that my 2007 is going to be dreadful for me, yeah right. I was like having the time of my life last December 24 and then that news came to me - and all my dreams and aspirations for the coming year vanished into thin air.

Not that I am blaming him (buddhist monk) for what he told me. In a way what he told me was based on Numerology, so it deals with science, too right? I gave him my birthdate and that's what he saw. He told me that 2007 was gonna be a lot harder for me (HEALTH, CAREER, FINANCE, LOVE) great!! I was like, Gosh, 2006 was already hard for me, and still could get worse??!! I don't know if I'm still gonna survive this wretched life!

And what really busted me bigtime was knowing that my whole year gonna suck like hell.

I do not believe in Fortune Telling, because i believe that I am the one choosing my FATE, but now, a week after New Year, and I am living my life like this - it totally freaks me out.


so that's it. I think I am so BUSTED. Bigtime.